Category : Sad Stories
Why I cant let him go ?
3 years ago, in my junior I fall in love with him at first sight .I was very shock! We have two classes together. In our history class we sit next to each other, I can抰 focus. So I asked my friends for help. They tell me to write him a love poem, so I did. One day before our Christmas break .I give him the poem, he rejected me. I was very sad, cry for about 2 month. Is very painful! having class with him everyday N sitting next to him is like cutting my heart in pieces .I know for sure that he also love me but why he rejected me ! Maybe he not ready to have a girlfriend, but is not the problem .the problem is that his friends think I'm not sexy and skinny like other girls. They passed by me n laugh, is very painful. They make fun of me. He was there too! I can see in his eyes that he very feel sorry for me. But why he cares about other peoples so much .why! Going to our senior year, I still love him. I can抰 move on. His friends still give me the look. I try to hide but never can .Now I'm in college, he n me both going to the same school. I try to hide but never can. Any time I see him. My feeling come back .He still love me too. We both have the same feeling. But his friends go to this college also. They hang out with him every day. I have no chance to talk to him. I feel so lonely! Fuck his friends. I'm fat but I have a good heart, y they so hate! Don抰 judge by the look .